I just bought this traditional calendar of Saints from the Sisters, Slaves of the Immaculate Heart of Mary for 2018! It's absolutely beautiful containing images from the day to day lives of the sisters paired with quotes from the Saints.
January's quote has become my theme for this month and especially this week.
"May you trust God that you are exactly where you are meant to be." ~St. Therese of Liseux
Not only is it wonderful that this calendar is starting off the year with a Carmelite, one of my Confirmation Saints, and favorite Saint, St. Therese, but this particular quote really applies to what I'm going through right now. I'm anxious and impatient. I want to go out into the world and do something. I know I need to do what God wants, but I haven't figured out what that is yet! I need to get my driver's license and then a job, but since I can't drive myself to do those things, God is teaching me dependence, patience, and contentment. This quote reminds me that what I'm doing today, is what God wants me to do. I'm at home doing chores, taking care of my family who are all sick with the terrible flu, and helping with the local Students for Life group. It is certainly not easy to wait for God to show me His will. It is rather difficult. I want to be able to know if I'm going to college or entering a religious community next year, but that is not what God has in mind. So for now, I'm waiting on His timing (still a little impatiently).
Always trust our Good God, my friends. Trust that if you obey your parents, teachers, and directors, if you listen to His voice, then He will show you what you are supposed to do and where you are supposed to be.
Of course, doing the right thing will not always be easy. Even this discontentment is a possible indication that you're doing the right thing. A wise friend told me recently that if you are following what God wants you to do, the devil will not be pleased and will attack you. The devil doesn't try to drag down sinners, as they are already in his clutches, but he will try to distract you and make you despair. Don't despair. Trust God always.